ikasaki ♥

Wednesday, December 23, 2009 @ 12:02 PM

precious ?

for real?

all i want is someone that will treat me right

and when i need him the most

he'll always be there for me

i dont know why im feeling this way

its amazing how i can still care about someone

when i know they didnt care about me

i dont know what am i doing

is this right ?

there aint any prince charming in my world

and screw all those happy endings love story, it aint real

it aint happening

Monday, December 21, 2009 @ 10:04 AM

i hate you

when you give me that attitude

now my left chest ache

look at what you have done

are you satisfy now?

i guess you are

im going to smile like nothings wrong , talk like everythings perfect

act like its a dream and its not hurting me

not all scars show

not all wounds heal

sometimes you cant always see

the pain someone feels

just because my eyes don't tear , doesnt means my heart dont cry

Thursday, December 17, 2009 @ 3:05 AM

pictures

Sunday, December 13, 2009 @ 9:17 PM

some leftover pictures .

will update soon

Wednesday, December 9, 2009 @ 7:12 AM

there comes a time in life where i have to let go of all the pointless drama and

the people who create it and surround myself

with people who makes me laugh so hard

that i forget the bad and focus solely on the good. i've been through a lot of shit

this year . im tired of chasing everyone and

trying to fix everything but its not giving up

i realise that i dont need certain people

, the bullshits they gave and the drama they give.

my life is too precious to worry about stupid shits.

meanwhile zaki when for day and night firing , leaving me alone .

his trainings are getting on my nerves and

i hate his brand new pager which his getting

one soon from camp. we still have another year to go , make time flies faster please

holidays are around the corner , feeling lethagic and i've been dragging myself to school

this week . im already thinking about my holidays , holidays mood .

trying to escape from all lecturers regarding my projects . can i just die ?

macromedia flash is the killer . im way behind time as im having problems with

a few animations and my lecturer is away for a few weeks for haj ,

we are left with mr phua , co-teacher. useless guy .

all deadlines are getting nearer

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can i just die ? really .

Sunday, December 6, 2009 @ 9:20 AM

Last week of school?

YESSS

.....................

feel good ?

HELL YESSS

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holiday is what i have been waiting for

i've never hate school as much as i hate my life in ITE

people might think , how bad a school can be ?

worse then what you have ever imagine

i called it hell school .

types of people you dont know that it even exist , is now here in your school

hell school is all about

the school , the people , the classmates i get ,the lecturers

but its something which i cant run away from

its either i face it or i fail it

been thinking positive all this while, trying to do all i can

going to classes , struggling for my projects and

without realising that im left with 2 more months to go and im done with it.

graduate is the word , not quitting nor anything similar to it

attendence wise , i guess im still -okay-

i need to push myself , more this time

and just endour for now

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ToOdLeS

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