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Tuesday, September 1, 2009 @ 2:17 AM
his my love love please dont leavehey young world soo many things are in my mind right now. there's so many things that is left undone and i have been delaying the work that is suppose to be settle by now. everything will be done last minute. its the habit that i had.i keep on delaying and stress myself out in the end. i know this habit is just gonna knocks me dwn real hard in future. now all the works is pilling up. it gets higher and higher as days pass. im so stress right now. exams is getting nearer , i've yet to book for my FTT practise and i have been delaying it for a week now. well , fasting really makes me damn lazy to even step out of the house and barely move a muscle. im gonna sink soon other then that, bbylove is going to brunei for 3 weeks soon. i hate that. worse that his leaving on the 5th day of raya RAYA?? - yes! idiotic SAF. come on , give him a break. soo , which also makes my raya this year aint interesting at all. since its boring for this year raya , i only bought 1 suits of kebay for the first day of raya. the other days seriously i couldnt care. i just upsets me alot . in less then a month now and PUFFF* his gone school holidays is coming and i hate holidays. weird? ya! usually everyone love school holidays but i dont enjoy it. unless im getting a part time jobs just to kills my time. and i usually hang out on the weekends till late night with bbylove other then that im too lazy to move around. god is always listening to our prayers is he listening to mine? i remember that day i was soo sick and he stand under the rain all drench to get a cab , and send me home. he covers my head with his sweater heading towards the cab he then hug me tightly to prevent me frm getting cold all the way till i reached home ------love------ ------muhdzaki------ i shall update more on the next post. miss you Labels: im dying |