ikasaki ♥

Saturday, September 19, 2009 @ 10:12 PM

he said ,

my chick could have whatever she want

and goin every store for any bags she want

you want it , i got it , go , get it , i buy it.

@ 10:48 AM

selamat hari raya to everyone

somehow if i have ever hurt anyone feelings

im very sorry for what ever that i did

lets forget all those days and start a new

let bygones be bygones

im stressing out

boyfriend is leaving coming thursday

Wednesday, September 16, 2009 @ 9:15 AM

(sayang)

the day he is leaving is getting nearer

im really confused, im not sure if i wanna send him. i cant bear seeing

him flying off and leaving me back home . but if i didnt send him

i wont get the last look on him and say goodbye which really means alot to him

i bet im gonna cry on that day itself

leaving to brunei is not only about being seperated from me and knowing

that the training there is gonna be turf and torturing

it makes me so uneasy and damn worried

i was told to make him cards or any notes to motivate him when his there

none of his campmates knows about this

its a secret that their sargeant told their LOVED ONES to do

so ya , i am gonna do him a card .

its gonna be a picture of us and im gonna write out on the back of the picture

the secret will only be revealed when they were there

all cards must be submitted to the sargeants by this coming tuesday

gonna brainstorm of what to write, i need ideas.

i just hope everything will go on smoothly dont wanna hear

any bad news or something similiar to it EVER

HELP

Labels: flying off

Monday, September 14, 2009 @ 8:53 AM

hey world

i've been thinking alot lately

all about the people around me and boyf

i love my friends . i really do. peeps who have been with me thru thick and thin

and face whatever circumsatnces together, how can i forget you guys.

i have a bunch of fabulous girlfriends and a wonderful boyfriend

great humans around me, but why did i still care about those humans

who pathecticly did something to irritates me and gives me rubbish?

how i wish i can see my loved ones everyday and somehow hide

them in my school bag and have them to myself all the time

i miss you babes

there's a differences between friends and soul friends

soul friends are the ones who are always there for you

who always return your calls or msg immediately

when you said your upset or in trouble

the ones who will gives you the strength to move on even after

getting dump by a guy

the ones who put a smile on our faces

the ones who will share their food even thou if its a nugget

ETC

and yes i have these humans around me

and i am soo glad that it even makes me so emotional now

i felt blessed at least i have friends who doesnt come and go just like that

what else would i ask for?

boyfriend is amazing , we really loved each other

no quarrels no fights so far

hopefully things will go on this way

we stick to one another, again i felt soo blessed.

at least there is humans who really loves me for who i am

thats why they are always around me

if they dont they would have dissappear after a few weeks,

or worse still ,a few days.

certain people doesnt deserve to be treated nicely , or even be their friends.

friends : 'i will see you , when i see you'

lets just put it in the above phrase

anyways , i cant wait for the raya outings with friends on the 3rd day

of raya. due to working soo we have to bring forward to the 3rd day of raya

saw this guy above

i love him

(sayang)

this lady above

i love her

Labels: friends or foes?

Tuesday, September 8, 2009 @ 5:59 AM

i found this funny cartoon on what "REAL FRIENDSHIP" means:

alright. some funny cartoons that i found but i kinda like it thou.

sayang is going for 3 days 2 night outfield tomorrow.

and im feeling worried Xtra worried because his ill

i cant focus much on my revisions for tomorrows paper.

thinking about other matters instead of the subject

my mind is running wild and holidays is ard the corner.

sometimes when i think about not going to school

and see those PATHETIC faces

everydayy , HOW I REALLY LOVES holidays SO MUCH!.

but being at home while boyf is

in camp and besties working ,

well most of my friends are working so its
boring.but i will try to make myself busy

by going to Bukit Batok driving Centre

everyday and book for my practises.

wanna finish up my licence by end of this year.

hopefully. so that im on track for

the KL trip with friends, end of this year. me driving?

Hope so ~~~ =)

anyways im looking forward to this fridays and saturday .outing with my friends and shopping with sayang. i really cant wait!

OPPS!

sorry for being mean , but certain people deserve it.

Labels: blahhhs

Tuesday, September 1, 2009 @ 2:17 AM

his my love

love please dont leave

hey young world

soo many things are in my mind right now. there's so many things

that is left undone and i have been delaying the work

that is suppose to be settle by now. everything will be done last minute.

its the habit that i had.i keep on delaying

and stress myself out in the end.

i know this habit is just gonna knocks me dwn real hard in future.

now all the works is pilling up. it gets higher and higher as days pass.

im so stress right now. exams is getting nearer ,

i've yet to book for my FTT

practise and i have been delaying it for a week now.

well , fasting really makes me damn lazy to even step out of the house

and barely move a muscle. im gonna sink soon

other then that, bbylove is going to brunei for 3 weeks soon.

i hate that. worse that his leaving on the 5th day of raya

RAYA?? - yes! idiotic SAF. come on , give him a break.

soo , which also makes my raya this year aint interesting at all.

since its boring for this year raya , i only bought 1 suits of kebay

for the first day of raya. the other days seriously i couldnt care.

i just upsets me alot . in less then a month now and PUFFF* his gone

school holidays is coming and i hate holidays.

weird? ya! usually everyone love school holidays but i dont enjoy it.

unless im getting a part time jobs just to kills my time.

and i usually hang out on the weekends till late night with bbylove

other then that im too lazy to move around.

god is always listening to our prayers

is he listening to mine?

i remember that day i was soo sick and he stand under the rain

all drench to get a cab , and send me home.

he covers my head with his sweater heading towards the cab

he then hug me tightly to prevent me frm getting cold
all the way till i reached home

------love------

------muhdzaki------

i shall update more on the next post.

miss you

Labels: im dying