ikasaki ♥

Thursday, July 30, 2009 @ 10:21 AM

Life is fair

and im blessed to have him in my life

he completes everything that i have been searching for

anyways, life is too short to wake up with regrets

love the people who treat me right and forget the ones who dont

nobody said life would be easy

i cherish the moments and ignore the pains as

sometimes life does knocks me down to my knees

everyone sees who i appear to be but only a few know the real me

everything in life changes me in someway

im being who i wanna be not what others wanna see

i should say i have 2 sides not two faced

the one side you see and the one you dont wanna see

ps : if you had a life you would stop talking about mine and

if you ran as much as your mouth you would be in good shape

Labels: who else?

Monday, July 27, 2009 @ 7:02 AM

pictures from yesterday partay.

before it started

i love him =)

mask parade

blow the candles ruz!

opening her presents

accompanied by boyf fir

more presents

more pictures coming up. most of the pictures are with

ruz the birthday girl.

happy 21st birthday.

Labels: happy birthday

Saturday, July 25, 2009 @ 9:52 PM

love's fren is having a birthday partay later on

in the evening and i still cant decide what to wear.

i have alot in mind but i can decide which one .

anyways , i've enrol for my driving license yesterday.

i enrol for class 3 license and im goin for the theory practise

somewhere in august. pass my theory then i can go for my driving.

lucky for me daddy is paying everything soo i just have to be

there and follow the classes. i notice that its not easy

to book the dates for my theory class , the night class

is all fully booked. i want to finish it fast.

i wanna drive .

on the other side , life is quite fair.

school works are all done so far but more is coming , i knw.

boyf is so lovely , no argue no fights.

parents are soo supportive , never say no to anything i wished for.

friends are at their best behaviour.

what else would i wish for.

good that life is fair for me this week .

lets just keep it this way.

pleaseeeeeeee.

Labels: fair enough

Tuesday, July 21, 2009 @ 2:22 AM

i cant help it but i really cant go to school for 3 days.

im down with fever and asthma, again.

this time round it was horrible. my temp went up to 40.4.

i guess my brains can get cooked up. geess.

luckily boyf have been very nice lately,well its good that

he realise im sick and atleast be nice.

his always very nice, indeed. hees .

I LOVE HIM

ouhh yaaa, im gonna enrol for my license this weekend.

happy? yes!

ps: its gonna be a short post for this few days

will do a proper update soon.

Labels: im sick

Thursday, July 16, 2009 @ 8:55 AM

yes, changes does happend

true enough that i am changing

so are you.

i am aware that i want you only to myself

its not about controlling over you

we had our freedoms, remember?

we need more time

do what is right

we promise , didnt we?

i hope you remember.

Labels: changes

Sunday, July 12, 2009 @ 11:24 PM

things didnt go on well for me with boyf this few days.

we faught almost 2 times a week

its horrible . back then we are not like this.

it hurts when you ignored me like that,

it hurts when you didnt have time to spend ,

but did i complained?

did i ever?

things are getting much more complicated.

trying to be the best as ever.

i gave enough, my returns wasnt what i expected.

i knew guys will gave me that scar again .

i've learn to accept and i wouldnt wanna wound myself again.

Labels: marks.

Saturday, July 11, 2009 @ 1:19 AM

i've been very busy lately, no time to update anything here .

thou sometimes i am online but i was busy doing my schools project.

deadlines are getting nearer for my BPF group project .

i find it hard to get the whole group together and do the project as

for sure one of us will be away due to certain reasons.

soo we will just do our part i guess.

the first week of school is always the 'lazy' week

after 3 weeks of holidays and i miss waking up at 3-4pm and only sleep

at 6-7 am .

sayang is very busy with NDP training on weekends

and without him i really dont know how to fill up my own time or keep myself busy.

i am soo used to be with him every weekends. that is how my weekends shud be.

more test is coming up. i've been getting grades that i didnt expect

because i did my revisions. i am not sure about the marking schemes.

its really making me confuse.

Labels: busy

Thursday, July 2, 2009 @ 11:01 AM

today didnt go on that well or should i say not as what i plan?
thot to spend the very few hours of quality time with boyf and some friends but
then it didnt happend .upset? yessss . something happend halfway .
aniways looking forward for the NDP rehearsal this saturday ,
i am not going there to practice (i dont have the time!) but im going there to see boyf practice ,
performs and everything . and its not only boyf who is performing so as my buddy juju , will be performing too . awww im proud of u guys . the 2 most important person in my life .
i admit without them i stand no where in this world , they have been the one to always be by my side when i was at the lowest point of my life . it mean alot to me .

school is gonna start soon . and ya , revisions? projects?
hhmm.. one stare from my teachers can really give me a fright .
i gotta get my brains working .

i miss muhd zaki(boyf)

Labels: NDP