if only i can turn back time , because i really miss the old us. how i wish sometimes that i can really scream the hell outta me to let go of all the mixture feeling im having right now. no words can really explain . how i wish sometimes u can really understand how im feeling , the pain im going thru . yes , we are goin thru alot right now , ur ns , my fines , no time to spend tgr , how bout u atleast spare a thot on me. would u? i hope im not asking much . i really hope that i have been such an understanding girlfriend to you and be the best . the picture above means alot to me , our 1st picture ,our happy moments last time , i admit it was diff last time. i cant recall what has happend but it is what it is now CHANGED . i wouldnt wanna share alot to u on how im really feeling now as wouldnt wanna trouble u or make u stay up the whole night thinking about it. but sometimes , does he even care? qns that have been on my mind quite often this few days.
sometimes i hope im strong enough to go thru this alone but i guess with the situation im in now i am getting stronger internally each day. i shall just keep those feelings to myself , i dont dare to speak up . dont wanna hurt his feelings , let mine . i believe in every relationship we have to sacrifise sometimes .

please answer my prayers .