last week isnt a good week for me .

except for saturday. saturday is the only day that i really enjoy myself while boyf is in camp doing his guard duty . hehe . i told him the next day , that i went for seesha with frens and went home quite late surprisingly he said ' i thought soo . i kinda have this feeling that you went out and somehow i think you went for seesha . ' i look at him , i dare not say anything else . i was wondering is it all coincidence that he happens to have the feeling and think that way . hahahaha. anyway i ever told him that i wanted to go for seesha soo i guess its just a random guess .

sunday sucks alot . he book out ard 9am he came to my place and then we went to have breakfast . we were laughing , joking ard but then after a movie that we watched 'the uninvited' we quarrel . i was soo mad at him and i made him cry . im soo sorry sayang . he was crying soo badly and i just cant stand looking at him crying that way . anyway his crying because i wanted a break up after knowing that he did something soo wrong .i was dissapointed , upset, everything . but my feelings for him wont fade because whatever happens it only involves me and him . no third party =) . love him sooo much . hehe . i'll always forgive you sayang . just that its kinda hard for me to forget .