muhd zaki is very busy with NS
i cant really blame him
but YA kinda sick of it
still trying to be strong for our love
so im taking the chance bcoz i know
how absolutely perfect something could turn out to be.
falling in love with you was beyond my control.
please think sayang ...

the day for me to grow a year older is getting nearer .will be celebrating it with families , friends but not with boyf . soo what so special when he aint there .its gonna be the same as previous years.
im still kinda busy planning bout my celebration this year . papah let me decide everything . that is something new . previous years i didnt get a choice where to celebrate n stuff so it ended up boringggg.

still deciding what should papah get for me as a gift . hehe . again he said choose what i want . soo now i have been busy doing online shopping trying to get all the things delivered but yada yada yada soo much problems . i also ask papah for a new watch as i have been wearing that guess watch which he bought for me few mnths back and he agreed to get me a new 1 . so at least 1 of the items in my 'presents i wanted' list is strike off . next i also ask papah for the pussycat dolls concerts tickets which will only cost him abt $140++ i guess per ticket , and yea papah's getting me 2 tickets to bring a friend along . another one strike off =)
now im thinking of getting papah to get me a few tickets to watch the football match , liverpool n s'pore? if i nt wrng . yada yada . but im still deciding as i dont really watch football but i just feel like going . haha . okay . mamah gonna kill me but since its a birthday gift frm papah she cant really say much abt it .

my aunties and uncles have been asking me also almost everyday. what i wanted? what i wanted?
relax people . 3 more weeks to my birthday . let me think of what to get .

ToOdLeS

thank you papah .
frm ur daughter .
hehe =)

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thank you so much to my sweetheart ju
so as her friends. thanks for the help . i really appreaciates it alot .
no words can explain how relieve i felt . it was kinda hard to believe it at first.

hubby is going brunei very soon =(

i'll post more later .

ToOdLeS

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grandpa really gives me a fright .

i really dont know how to put my feelings into words .
everything is soo messed up .
i knew it would happen . mama ever told me bout this but i dont expect grandpa
to pass it down from generations to generations . gosh .
please do not trouble the people around you in whatever you are doing .

aniway , boyf has 4 days to spend his time with me . luckily his ndp training was cancel so no training on saturday but instead of booking in on sunday as usual this time he book in on monday . soo yay! even thou we had 4 days to spend the time together it isnt enough . its always isnt enough .hahaha! gonna enroll for my license soon . daddy gonna pays for everything ,class 2B n class 3 . hehe .
but before all that , i really need to get my assignments ready before school hols begin .
bbbbooorrrriiinnngggg ~~
but its part of my responsibilities.

tOoDlEs

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this weekend is a disaster . i wouldnt wanna talk bout what exactly happend between me and my friends . true colours is shown on that very chaos day . gosh . i really hope things wont go any worse then that chaos day . anyway sentosa on the 16th was cancel due to the weather and stuff . the sky seems very cloudy but it doesnt rain . hahaha . so i spend the whole day with boyf and i manage to forget about all the probs i had . my whole day with him is full of laughter and that is why i need him the most when i was at the lowest point of my life . sayang boyf . and also my besties juliza . we are so close and when i got into trouble somehow she can dream about it . hahaha . psychic uhh . hahaha . its just the strong bonds that we had for each other can really make us sense when one is in trouble . i really miss her now . like the previous post . we have been busy with our own stuff and we really have alot to catch up . i really appreaciate the help that she's gonna contribute in . it really means alot to me dear friend . im really getting stress out . HELP .

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today i totally forget about the fight i had with boyf last sunday .
met him today . yay!
i was in sch n my phone beeps . a msg from bbylove n its says ' syg , today my sgt ask me to report sick . my temp now is 39.1 . ' wat!!!!!
i was soo shock n worried . i started to ask him soo many questions . will they send u home? do they let you to have some rest? ..............................
and he only reply me ' i'll get back to you later . need to do some stuff '
hmph! i was kinda piss . come on lah syg im soo worried and you make me wait .
then i cant concentrate in class . i was in my own world thinking abt him . hahah .
well , after all they did sent him home . but he insist on fetching me after sch . soo ya he did .

watch a movie ' jangan tegur' aint that scary after all . i almost fell asleep . haha .

i gotta do my assignments now . deadline are getting nearer . soo much things to do in soo little time . HELP .

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i had alot of fun today!

since boyf is soo bz with his guard duty soo i went out with my frens .
we plan to meet at bugis. soo shikin n kinah was there ard 2pm they were looking for bags , while me and nick was still at home. haha. then the plan to bugis is cancel nothing new there soo we headed to town . i was soo surprise that nick does not know where is lucky plaza when he alight frm orchard . hahaha .
he called me up and say 'ehh aku tak tawu mane nak jalan pergi lucky plaza' hehehe .
funny . later on after the hunting for bags . we headed to arab street for seesha . hahaha
overall it was kinda fun . with all the jokes that we shared . love all of them . haha!

kays . im very tired now . just got home . very slippy .
i need to get my beauty sleep .

hahahaha

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late late late!
class starts at 9 today but i thought it starts at 10 . soo i woke up ard 7.30
go and get my shower only then i realise that im already late for class.
the journey from my place to school took me about 1hr and 1/2. soo i rush out call my darling siti
as we plan to meet at jrg east first . i thought she was waiting for me at J.E but i was surprise when i called her , she was still at home worse still she just woke up . hahahaha!
i met siti at J.E ard 9 therefore i decided to just took a cab to sch . from jurong east to simei it cost me $21.00 . wow!! i rushed to class it was ard 10.30 sch ends at 12 . F%$#^%&8 . there goes my $21.

fetching bby today outside his camp .
but he has to be bck in camp before 10pm because he has to do guard duty on sat .
sob sob .
boring . there goes our saturday thought of spending time together but F^&*@&#% guard duty.
hahahahaha

im still not sure of what to buy for my mum .
mothers day is this weekend . my family is celebrating it tomorrow . urgh!!
what to buy???

btw swimming lessons in sch . yay! 22nd of may. hehehe.
im soo looking forward to it .

lova aki.

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